some people have a way with words, they can express so beautifully what's in their heart, my friend is one of these people.
You are so sensitive and delicate in your heart that I think you are expecting something more of life... but you don't know what exactly.....
Life is sometimes very difficult to live for sensitive people.
Your soul is so pure and light that you constantly feel aggressed by things, events, and people.... even dear people.
Being sensitive is a strength most of the time but can also be a weight sometimes.
Every life event is lived at 100 %... and everything must be perfect, you in the middle, with your feelings and expectations...........
You are also a very intelligent person and you understand that the relief will come from yourself... this is why you say to yourself, "I must be a better person."
In fact you have the strength within you... and this is true.
A big power of love... you can offer spontaneously to everybody... not many people can be like you... this is partly why you suffer so much and can be depressed at times. You don't have to change... only be warned you will be fragile sometimes.
For the moment you have to see the positive part of this power : you can love,
and it is magic.
words: advice from my dear friend